Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Waiting for the other shoe to drop

Before I get to my title topic I have a blog tech question to ask.  For the last week or so whenever I make a comment I have to re-log in, and if there is a word cert I have to re-log in twice.  Also, I no longer see the follow option when I go to someone's blog for the first time.  I've gotten a couple of new followers, but I can't follow them.  Any tech advice from blogland?

Ok, now on to my title topic.  At this point in my journey I am doing very well....eating the right foods in the right amounts, getting in my exercise and not feeling deprived or hungry.  However, this is how it has always been in the past when I've dieted.  I am great for a while, sometimes many months, and then IT happens.  I can't exactly explain what IT is, much like the Stephen King based movie where the IT was a scary clown AND a giant spider it defies explanation.  Unlike King's IT, my IT is in my head.  It is some crazy switch that gets turned on, or maybe it is off.  Either way, I go from happily going along leading a healthly lifestyle to a crazed craving machine that can't shove food in my face fast enough!

I don't just fall off the wagon, I jump off the wagon and then turn around and pour kerosene on the wagon and light it on fire with a blow torch!  Once the wagon has been disintegrated into ashes I say, what wagon?  Because there is no turning back at that point.  I of course inevitably gain back all of the weight I had gotten rid of and then add some more.

So now here I sit after having had my morning walk, eating my oatmeal wondering, when will IT appear???  Will the band help me fight IT?  If I go crazy and shove pizza in my face the band won't let me get very far right?  I hope against hope that is the case.  It is why I got the band in the first place.  For now I'm taking one day at a time.

On another note, I discovered a great NSV yesterday.  A once unattainable position in the boudoir because of my largeness has now become very attainable!  Woo Hoo!!!  Is that TMI???

Ok blogsters, need to get to work now.  Hope everyone has a fantabulous day!


  1. WOO HOO on the NSV those will just keep coming! LOL

    As for the IT you described, you have to dig down deep and find out why YOU eat! That is the best advice I can give you. Since most of us do not eat to live we LIVE TO EAT! This is key in band success!

    Good luck you are doing great!

  2. No... That's too Little TMI. Tell me More. I really got this creepy thing downpat. Congrats on the NSV... BTW, We went to the Flyers game in Tampa last night, it was a tough loss and a horrible experience with Tampa's Trailer Trash Fans... And they say our fans are bad?

  3. BTW, For a while I had to log out and back in for blogger to work for a while.

  4. LOL! That's a great NSV. As for "IT" I don't know, maybe hormones??? Just take it one good choice at a time. You're doing great!